Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Life, the Universe and Everything

Okay, went back to the oral surgeon.  The incisions are not infected, just healing a bit slowly.  Good news.  As long as it's not infected I'm going back on the exercise track.  Which is cool.  All of the weight I had re-gained over Christmas is going (although more from my bust than anywhere else AGAIN) or gone from the whole "oral surgery" diet.  So I might as well continue the healthy trend.

Life right now is interesting.  I am at a stage in my life where I need to think hard about direction and my future.  What do I want?  What don't I want?  What am I willing to do to get it?  What am I not willing to do?  These are the big "directional" questions I ask myself periodically to make sure I am headed where I need/want to be and not letting life sweep me off somewhere I consider less acceptable.  Simple questions.  Not such simple answers.  

But being seriously thoughtful takes time.  Which is important.  But which also means that something else is being shoved out of that time slot.  I am behind on EVERYTHING.  It's annoying.  So as I am now coming close to having my current batch of answers I am scrambling to get back on track. 

I THOUGHT I had the interview in my file for the Visiting Dignitary today.  Darned if I can find it.  I wrote the said Dignitary.  If SHE can find it I will post it today.  Otherwise, this will be the second week with a rain delay as it were.  My fault.  Should have been on top of things.  But I have come to the conclusion that I can't do everything perfectly all the time.  So we will fix it and move on.

I also can't undo the past.  If there's a screw up back there, all I can do is fix it to the best of my ability and move on. 

I am not perfect.

Ah well.  Today, at this precise moment, I like me anyway.

So there.


Jackie said...

Oh if only we were all organized, on top of things and generally perfect life would be easier. Dull and rather pointless, but easier anyway!
Good thing is you like you anyway, that is all that matters is self acceptance warts and all so to speak. LOL
I have "rain delays" here and there also this month. Mine were caused by Internet and computer not cooperating, stupid slow Hot Spot! :-(

BreiaB said...

Yours is a lesson that many of us have to learn. Stuff happens and you move on from. Sometimes you learn from it and sometimes you don't, as my mom would say,"It builds character."

Tammy S said...

Organized? What's that? *grin* The important thing is you like yourself.